I
don’t want to brag, but last night I figured out the LCM. (Or was it LCD?) No
matter. There it was on the math worksheet in front of me.
The
worksheet wanted to know the LCM.
The confused
6th grader wanted to know the LCM.
I
wanted to know the LCM.
But the scribbled example made no sense.
And we’ve
established I can barely remember what I learned last week, much less what I
learned 30 years ago.
And
there was my cell phone. Just begging to skype Guru Guy for a quick LCM tutorial.
But
we didn’t do it. Instead, I sat down and, with the 6th grader,
puzzled it out.
I
hate puzzling it out.
Because
the costs are high, in terms of time spent and likelihood of failure.
But when you puzzle it out successfully?
What a high.
I
don’t puzzle new things out very often. I have an elaborate defense mechanism
in place. My internal monologue is quick to protest, “I’m far too
busy/productive/old to do _____(insert whatever task I’m afraid of here).
Because
that’s what it really is: fear. Fear of failure or subpar performance. Or embarrassment.
Fear
protects us from those feelings of vulnerability, but it also keeps us from
experiencing those feelings of accomplishment when we’re successful at
something that’s hard, something we’d rather just delegate to someone else.
I’m
not saying the next time I get a flat tire I’m gonna be the one out there
changing it. I know my limitations, and someone’s
gotta keep those AAA guys employed.
But
maybe my limitations aren’t as great as I sometimes think. Maybe I should give
it a try before I write something off completely.
I
went paddleboarding for the first time this summer.
Shockingly,
non-sporty me didn’t fall off the board once. And I had a blast.
Who
knew?
I’ve
overdone it on the motivational sayings here at home, but if not, I’d totally
get this poster. As a reminder to just say yes. And also, a reminder to learn
some Latin.
Because shoot, I know the LCM, how hard can Latin be? (Click this link to go to the etsy shop that offers this poster, for around $9, and lots of other great ones too.)
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